Complicated things.

Having boyfriends are complicating. Having a crush is complicating. Having someone who has a crush on you is complicating. Relationships are complicating. Everything is just so complicating. My brain is so cramped up with these emotions and I honestly am trying really hard to take it all out. I am trying to stay positive. I am trying to be strong. I want to move on and feel good.

But I think it's just me, I've never heard of anybody going through the things that I just been through. Seriously, it's so messed up that I don't think anybody would understand what I've went through. Everybody would just think I'm stupid to have done the things that I did and stuff.

I have no idea where to go from here.

Signing off,
justlikecheryl.

Work life.

So today is my second day of work an I'm on my break. This is my first job and I'm working as a waitress at Rakuzen, Empire Shopping Gallery. Working is not easy, it's super tiring and it uses up A LOT of energy. There are so many things to remember like where to get this and that, where to keep this and that, what to do when customers come in, what to do when customers leave and the most important part is to SMILE and be FRIENDLY. Some customers can be a big pain in the ass, they ask for a lot of stuff and they don't have manners at all but we just have to take it all in, smile and do whatever they want.

It's only my second day and I'm ranting so much about it, wow. Gonna memorize the menu now since I still have free time.

Signing off,
justlikecheryl

At the beginning.

High school life has officially ended for me. It's kind of sad, to think that you can't go to school and see the group of people that you've spent most of your teenage years with. High school has been kind to me, I guess. It had it's ups and downs but everything pretty much has them, right? That's life.

6 years of my life spent in 2 different primary schools. 5 years of my life spent in 3 different high schools in which the last one was in a totally different state. 11 years of my life meeting new people from different places. Years that I spent learning what's good and what's not.

Believe it or not, I remember the first days I had in all 5 schools, the friends that I made and the dramas that I went through. Looking back, it's seriously something to laugh about. I wouldn't change any bit of it even if I could, life won't turn out the same if I did.

Everything happens for a reason. Good or bad, it's fate. Sometimes you just have to take a leap of faith and do the things you don't want to and just pray that it will go fine cause life's not fair and you can't always get what you want.

I've learnt a lot in these 11 years of my school life. Really am grateful for all that has happened, great teachers, events, school activities and for all the people that I've met. But, I'm sure my lists doesn't end there.

Even if this is the end of my school years, there are new beginnings of everything else. A new chapter of my life awaits.

Signing off,
justlikecheryl.