Complicated things.

Having boyfriends are complicating. Having a crush is complicating. Having someone who has a crush on you is complicating. Relationships are complicating. Everything is just so complicating. My brain is so cramped up with these emotions and I honestly am trying really hard to take it all out. I am trying to stay positive. I am trying to be strong. I want to move on and feel good.

But I think it's just me, I've never heard of anybody going through the things that I just been through. Seriously, it's so messed up that I don't think anybody would understand what I've went through. Everybody would just think I'm stupid to have done the things that I did and stuff.

I have no idea where to go from here.

Signing off,
justlikecheryl.